urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:one_earthmuffin one_earthmuffin one_earthmuffin 2006-01-03T00:17:35Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:one_earthmuffin:2662 2006-01-03T00:17:35Z 2006-01-03T00:17:35Z Mel Torme - Too darn hot I'm no longer using this account (not that I ever used it that much). If you need to talk to me or hear what's going on in my life, call me instead. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:one_earthmuffin:2534 2005-12-27T09:08:17Z 2005-12-27T09:08:17Z ...yeah. There's more but I'm tired. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:one_earthmuffin:2107 2005-12-27T09:07:04Z 2005-12-27T09:07:04Z As I sit here with my inside churning, I am thinking to myself that a) I should sleep and b) that I should follow the advice of the Tragically Hip:<br /><br />"Does it diminish your<br />super-capacity to love<br /><br />Walk like a matador,<br />don't be chicken-shit<br />and turn breezes into rivulets<br /><br />flamenco-sweep the air<br />and weave the sun<br />and stamp your feet for everyone"<br /><br />Pasted below are my new years resolutions from my other LJ.<br /><br />1. Become more awesome than I already am both phsycially and mentally. K and I are going to join Gold's and we're going to become even hotter than we are now, dammit. I'm sick of not being in the shape I was when I got back from AZ and I'll get back to that! It will happen.<br /><br />Mentally, I want to culture myself even more. I want to teach myself how to play that guitar that just keeps staring at me when I sit on my couch. I want to host fun dinner parties with interesting people and learn from them. There are so many things to do in this life.<br /><br />2. Not sleep with anyone unless there is love involved. I'm done with the "well, I just want to have fun and he looks cute and I think we could have fun". Nope. Not for me. It's only emotionally damaging and makes me feel cheap. I know I've got a good enough thing going that I don't have to play those games anymore. I never really had to but I thought I did...so that's what happened. Sometimes it takes a really blunt experience to shock you out of old patterns.<br /><br />3. Along the same lines as #2...Take risks in love. Hopefully I'll have the sense to hold back when I need to but I should really take more risks with guys who have the potential to really add something to my life and not fall into 'safe' relationships. There's a guy off on the other side of the country who gets me and would be really really great and he invited me out to see him. I should just do it and not think. Plus, I've always wanted to go to Vermont. ;-)<br /><br />4. Give myself a break. My uncle is dead. Maybe I'll be able to breathe now. I want to get closer to my aunt and now that he's gone...this could actually happen.<br /><br />5. Give more love and spend my energy on nurturing true, genuine, and good relationships with people. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:one_earthmuffin:1983 2005-12-27T07:27:43Z 2005-12-27T07:27:43Z Hello. Hi. Good to see you. Yes, you. Been a long time? How're you?<br /><br />So tonight, I'm sitting in West Seattle house sitting for the 'rents while they party in NYC for New Years. They deserve it...it's been over five years since my mom had a vacation. I hope they get really wasted and make silly parent love all week. Wait, that's really gross and now my brain is melting out my ears.<br /><br />Things are good. I've been very very busy. I'm hoping to be a little less busy in the coming year but we'll see how it goes. I'm going to a Pirate New Years party this year. Yaaarrrr! I'm wearing my gothic nurse outfit with a pirate hat. Basically, it's just an excuse for me to wear my gothic nurse outfit in a semi-public place. I blame it all on my friend Kristen.<br /><br />I saw 'It's a wonderful life' last night with mark (my older bro) and what a wonderful movie that is! Seeing at the Grand Illusion made it even better. It'd been years since I'd been in there. <br /><br />Santa brought me a new comforter this year....BED WARMING party time!! :-) Who wants to come over and paint their nails and talk about boys?<br /><br />I miss everyone. Don't hesitate to call, okay? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:one_earthmuffin:1517 2005-10-01T06:42:31Z 2005-10-01T06:42:31Z A conversation with my mom earlier today via email:<br /><br /><br />Mom: Just kidding, I don't have a twin sister, I only wrote that because I was afraid you would not open my email after the "commie" comment I made. I knew it would tweak you but I wrote it anyway-blame the devil in me on Grandma Dorothy!!<br />Anyway, this is an interesting article. Found it in the Wall Street Journal that Edna cut out for me.<br />Love,<br />Mom<br /><br />Me: haha...whatever. It's not like I won't open your emails. I guess what urks me are the jokes/comments/slurs/ whatever that have to do with contentious contemporary issues (ie: iraq war, bush, etc.) But commies? Eh, not a threat anymore.<br /> <br />I will read the article when I get a minute. Busy busy now!<br /> <br />-k.<br /><br />Mom: Are you kidding? There are commies everywhere!!!<br /><br />Me: Where's my nuclear fall out shelter?! :-) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:one_earthmuffin:259 2005-09-20T03:04:17Z 2005-09-20T03:04:17Z Hello dahlings. I have created an LJ specifically for you guys because I felt left out. :-)